It was a dark moment in my life…
On this journey in our life we are sometimes called into these moments where we ‘forget’ why we choose to show up in the first place.
One day that was very evident in my journey where I questioned the ‘depths of my soul’ for why I was here, what life was all about and how this is important to my purpose continues to ring with such Divine Truth.
It was about 4 months after my father had crossed over and left this earthly plane many would say way too early {57}. As you might imagine, it was still a bit of a shock to my system and I was determined to not take this ‘grieving’ process with me.. so I stepped right into the experience.. I looked at what this meant to me. All the things that I would have said and didn’t even know that I wanted to, etc.
Well.. one day it was very clear that I was at a low point.. so I ended up writing this long letter completely in FLOW to my father as if he was there.
As I was having this energetic conversation, I hit this moment of ‘Why Am I still here?’ and in that moment realized that this was the point where people go when they are about to take their own life.
It was such a feeling of ‘separateness’ of complete disconnect from life, others, purpose. It was a very lonely place and in that moment I asked …
“WHY??…Show me…”
And all of a sudden.. I saw this image of millions of people standing in water.. and they were holding their right hand up with a flame evident in it. The flame was clear of the ‘Life Force’ that we all carry to LIGHT our way. There was a clear message of this is what would happen if I took my own flame out.. and many of the lights went out.
The impact was visually evident and I remember being surprised.. and yet curious, to learn more of the purpose for it all. Have YOU ever asked these questions to know? To feel the impact of each breath?
From that moment, I realized that we all matter.. that we are all interconnected and that we have the choice to connect and expand with the bigger vision of why we are here. In that very moment, I made a commitment to continue the ‘Journey of Awakening’ of complete knowing and alignment with the true ‘whisper of my soul’.
Since that declaration, more has been revealed, including the interconnectedness that is also between all animals, people, plants, and the world as a whole. It is in this knowing of ‘ONENESS’ where we are able to have great impact in our daily choices. Knowing that everything (and I mean everything) vibrates out to either light the forces around us to or to dim.
May YOU choose today to know that YOU are a precious ANGEL here with a powerful purpose, clear message and the first step in *embracing* this love is to open to the deep connection and presence in your HEART.
Looking for support in this journey.. I would be blessed to be of service. Reach out and share with me how this has resonated with YOU and please do know that I am as open a student as I am a teacher.
Sending waves of Knowningness to LIGHT the way!!
Stephanie Marie
P.S. The mirror of life is always reflecting what it is that we are here to teach, to know, to live. Simply, learn to ask and *play* in this new connection, what a GIFT to be able to explore, co-create and soak it all in.
P.S.S. If you resonate with this message and YOU truly feel that other people will benefit from reading this, then I encourage you to share this post with your friends and family on Facebook and Twitter. You just may be the Light in one of their darkest moments.







